How could I be in love with someone I met only twice? Now I think dying for love can be justified.
Its been thirteen yeats and my feelings are a disaster. I met the girl on teachers day in 2006 in Hyderabad India. She is definitely not the most beautiful girl I saw. When I saw her we smiled to each other. There has never been a girl in my life who smiled at me, for me. It was the most gorgeous smile and nothing in my life till then or from then compares to it. I was bold enough to introduce myself. I walked up to her, asked for her name, work place where she's from. I was bold enough to complement her. I told her that she's really beautiful. One thing is for sure there will never be another girl in my life, not like her. I believed in one true love all my life and still, I wonder why God had been so cruel to me. I turned insane, i was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and schizophrenia but i feel its mostly depression. I think about suicide every once in a while and made two attempts already, one being very recently. I am yet to recover from the recent attempt and am to ...